Fallen Angel

This blog is dedicated to my favorite fallen angel, Patch Cipriano. Patch is just irresistible and smexy. I soooo love him. I mean, who wouldn't? So if he makes you wanna sin, then follow me. :)
"You're mine, angel. You have me forever."

Where’s fuckyeahpatch? Did she deactivate? Or just changed her url? I’m on mobile so I can’t really check.

1. When you cut yourself, clean and bandage it.

2. Do not start smoking cigarettes because the boy who broke your heart does.

3. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

4. Cutting calories doesn’t do anything but make you unhappy.

5. If the number on the scale rises, throw it out.

6. The first girl you ever “date” is going to call the police on you even though she lives three thousand miles away, because you’re going to tell her that you’re not in a good mental state shortly after you’ve “broken up”.

7. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

8. Break up with the boy who says, “You had a sexy phase!” when you tell him that you’ve dated a girl before.

9. Dating your friends is not always the best idea, but you can still be friends after you’ve broken up.

10. Your mother will try to become your best friend because you’re leaving for college soon, let her.

11. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

12. Your closest friend will stop talking to you when you leave for college.

13. It’s always okay to cry.

14. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

15. When you cut yourself again, clean and bandage it. Do not be ashamed.

16. Your anxiety is going to try and control your entire life. Tell it to shut the hell up, because you’re trying to live and that task is hard enough as it is.

17. The past has a funny way of coming back in the form of you developing a crush on another friend.

18. Try not to hate yourself for breaking up with your boyfriend.

19. If you’re still smoking, apologize silently to your mother.

20. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

I want to stop doing what I’m doing. I want to stop going to school. I want to stop trying to please people. I want to stop caring about what people say. I want to stop thinking. I want everything to stop. I want everyone to stop.
I’m not even doing anything, but I feel like I am so damn exhausted. I’m tired of doing what people expect me to do. I’m tired of trying to live up to people’s standards so as not to disappoint them. I’m tired of everything. I’m tired of life. I’m tired of living. I mean, I know the time won’t stop to wait for me to figure out what I really want to do with my life, and I know the world won’t stop spinning just to wait for me to find myself, but is it so wrong to wish just that? I can’t even tell my parents that I want to take a break from anything. They won’t understand. Trust me, they won’t. No one understands. They’ll just be really disappointed, and I don’t want that to happen. I’m eighteen, I am lost, and I don’t want to live like this anymore. How will I be able to say that to my parents? We’re a normal family, we’re able to eat three times a day, and we’re doing well in school. Actually, thinking about it now, we don’t have any major problems at all. I’m starting to think I’m the one with a freaking problem. I suddenly get sad sometimes. There are times when I get tired of living. Suicide has been on my mind for some time now, although I’m sure I won’t do it. To be honest, I envy people who committed suicide. They were brave enough to do what they did. They have the courage that I don’t have. There’s probably a glitch in my brain for thinking that way, but I can’t help it. The idea of taking your own life is just too enticing sometimes, especially if you weren’t living at all—just simply existing, inhaling too much oxygen and consuming too much space. I don’t even know why I’m writing about this. I guess I just wanted to write out my feelings, in hopes that it’d make me feel better.

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Chico and Suja <3.

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Why are these fictional characters playing with my emotions? And why am I letting them?

  • Patch: There's an inn just down the road. A barn behind those trees over there, if you're feeling frisky.
  • Nora: Did you just say 'frisky'?
  • Patch: Yeah. Need a demonstration?

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